I felt he thought something bad of me.. I was not accepted by others for my former natural beauty and not wearing makeup as a teenager. Can you kinda remember a feeling that teenagers can be beautiful without makeup? like that was a big thing? I wonder what Caucasians did a long time ago who weren't royalty etc. I had this problem with blackheads and didn't do anything, like I couldn't tell whether or not my hair was really long around then sometimes. Now, everyone thinks I'm an invalid and a reject, which seems rude and out of place. You could still tell I was an innocent person trying to get by, wish I forgot about school, too, so I could take care of my health..