Thursday, November 4, 2021

Too bad, Dad?

I felt he thought something bad of me.. I was not accepted by others for my former natural beauty and not wearing makeup as a teenager.  Can you kinda remember a feeling that teenagers can be beautiful without makeup? like that was a big thing?  I wonder what Caucasians did a long time ago who weren't royalty etc.  I had this problem with blackheads and didn't do anything, like I couldn't tell whether or not my hair was really long around then sometimes.  Now, everyone thinks I'm an invalid and a reject, which seems rude and out of place.  You could still tell I was an innocent person trying to get by, wish I forgot about school, too, so I could take care of my health..

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