I wanted to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," but today I was upset and slept in the afternoon and am too drowsy this time. I feel paranoid now, too, like I did something, listed in my Problems blog. I didn't even practice violin or study anything or get my shower. I'm running out of food and am getting stressed. If I wanna watch TV, I can watch it, though, and hope it's something exciting or funny. She is funny, but I'd like to see something progressive, or else I'm watching a bunch of people fall behind, too.