Toss Up

I want to move to Germany, but, if I want to move without a job for 6 months, I'm supposed to have some bachelor's degree.  I don't know any other way that would work for me, unless I can get a job, first.

I wanted to be a musician, but I had to quit a long time ago and am at least just doing it for fun, now.  So, I can't count on that.

I am worried if I got a job I may never be good at music or figure out what to do instead in college somehow.  Also, we're depending on that I get free living from SSI or veteran's dependency, which if I left Florida I'd have to reapply regarding the SSI.  I did see they have those things in Germany, now...  I'll have to make a $90 call and ask all my questions, in 1/2 hour.