I wanted to be a musician, but I had to quit a long time ago and am at least just doing it for fun, now. So, I can't count on that.
I am worried if I got a job I may never be good at music or figure out what to do instead in college somehow. Also, we're depending on that I get free living from SSI or veteran's dependency, which if I left Florida I'd have to reapply regarding the SSI. I did see they have those things in Germany, now... I'll have to make a $90 call and ask all my questions, in 1/2 hour.