I wanted either my former, more private, and healthy relationship or possibly it being more mature, as in ready for organized fame out there rather taking from it by others.
I would say this seems premeditated in immature ways. The unexplainable happens.
It seems people are shaping my life in a way that I keep suffering, and they already said for another reason I am not Cinderella. I wonder how long this is. I'm trying to let go.
These people seem to find me a bad person, like they are under hypnosis or being forced because of my mixed race. This is not good for them. They chose to do it, though. I wanted to explain the nature of people, like everyone is under this.