I wonder if they handled me wrongly when they said I could not major in Music Education nor take singing. They said I was too shy. I had no behavior issues.
I didn't know where to go. I wanted to stay in my major.
I wonder how I finally remembered I was interested in violin because that's what I'm doing now. It might have still been better if I stayed in college. I didn't really need an extended and super long break.
I gained weight, in the end, which I feel both small and big in bad ways.