I did a 5 minute cardio, 10 minute upper body, and 5 minute butt lifting workout.
Monday, September 27, 2021
Saturday, September 25, 2021
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What It's About: A Pimple on my Private Area
I got another pimple on my private, biggest yet. It was where it hurt when I sat. There was a bit of blood soaked on the side of my underwear. It was kinda dark and grayish. It came out a little blood red on my toilet paper.
Thursday, September 23, 2021
Wednesday, September 22, 2021
I am condemned for what was done to me, my schools goofing off all day and giving us things like busywork and not preparing for a college setting, at least not at some schools or competitive ones. I also wasn't a blonde and didn't act like a teenager at age 6.
People keep acting like I have a negative intelligence and am bad.
I wasn't treated with the respect I deserved, as a child. People want to find out and freak out if my parents are different but better in some way. My parents did care about me, in many ways.
So, yea, some children are loved more by company. I think it was about liking people who encourage you not to worry about people who seem to be nicer than them and still interesting as people.
Monday, September 20, 2021
If I could redo what I did growing up:
• Daycare/Afterschool Care
• Music - private violin lessons + orchestra + private singing lessons
• Dance - ballet + gymnastics classes + baton twirling
• Athletics - swimming + tennis lessons
Sunday, September 19, 2021
It seems funny that people who want things many others do get told they're not the first, and you wonder when people started tapping into the thing you're trying to, like wanting to move to Germany or England. How are you supposed to ^know^ such things? For instance, I was put in ballet at age 5 because I took gymnastics, too, and people believe I got myself behind, but I wanted to do it and so later, but there was no place close enough to where I lived at one point. I wanted to start when there was, but my mom said I could only go once a week, and this continued until I minored in it in college. I wanted to do violin at age 6 and singing at age 5, but I didn't get private lessons or anything. I asked my dad and grandma, and my mom was in the room. My grandma brought it up. I saw the singing in school on the TV when I started kindergarten. I realized my preschool didn't do music at age 3 and 4, but at least I was bright in other aspects etc. (I am watching a video of ballet in England, and she just said "bright!")